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Ice, Ice. Baby.This is how a man turns fire into ice.
I remember the exact moment when my heart hit the floor. I remember where I was, and what was around me when my body followed suit and everything gave way. There was a sickness in my stomach that spread like fire through my veins until all I could do was curl up in a ball, my mind numb and unable to comprehend. I remember the hours of staring at the ceiling, a voice of disbelief and outrage stopping me from sleeping through the days that came and went.
I remember going through all the times I nearly left him, and didn't. Cursing myself for my loyalty and trust.
What a fool.
How do you move on from someone you would have given everything up for? How do you find the will?
You don't. You just survive.
Well I shut it off. I packed his things, I ripped the photos down, and I stuck the pieces of myself back together. I imagined putting all my feelings in a box, and I dropped that box from the highest cliff. I watched our life drown, and I turned my
2am For NothingThere is no point. We live to struggle and suffer, and for what? What does it prove? What do we have to show for it?
We are all alone at the end of the day no matter who you share your life, or just your bed, with. You can never really know what another person is thinking, and love is just a chemical imbalance we spend our lives obsessed with creating. Loneliness and lust draw people together, because we all have to feel like our existence is validated.
Loyalty, honour and trust are ancient values dying out with each generation. We fool ourselves into thinking certain things bring happiness, when all they do is deliver more pain. More heartache. But it doesn't matter. We are all the same; there is no such thing as individuality or uniqueness. We're just faceless drones marching towards an end we hope and pray does not exist. This is all for nothing. Nothing matters, not you, not me. There is no point.
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